November’s cold fingers grip,
the bulb planter’s arthritic hands force

down into dirt, down I say, come on—
but the soil resists my insistence,

the goal only twelve scarlet tulips
to remind me—to rewind

birth a breath, that’s all
the brutal year has passed

and gone the shadow,
the only burial

will be bulbs, planted
before early frost.

I follow instructions: right depth,
sun/partial shade; perfect spacing;

ideal temp, under sixty degrees
and well-drained soil.

I know. There are factors. Always factors,
some predictable as rust; others

unpredictable as splitting
that vital seam, the seat of your pants.

Such a hopeful thing, a flower.
Not truly a promise; but a perhaps.