Every day since you died,
I choose a card from the deck for you.
From the Major Arcana today the card is renewal.
Sometimes I imagine you there at the threshold
of making an important change. I wonder
if the angels [do they exist?] are your friends.
I pray you are never alone.
Another day, the Five of Fire relates: other people
around you hold different goals, and there is a clash
of wills in a competitive situation. There too?
I close the deck. I cradle the remembering,
our incomparable moments together, a gathering
of devotion and of a void, sometimes dreadful.