I am obsessed – I am happy as I have
seldom been,
pleasure and will – will and want and need,
bound within these – stretched – open wide:

Machine gun danger and that
slow slide and that
jackhammer lust when all is quiet;
silence implodes, scattering
shattering myth, histories and me,
the rhythm and the heat
the unmistakable – unshakable
that I seek,
it exists as I exist,
elusive, close, sought – now found and lost in it,
it in me deep
probing, searching,
freeing like freedom could be…