in this circle of love
where everyone around the table understands
I am free to be my authentic self

as my shield comes down
the tears freely flow
an offering of my love

here
my grief mixes with yours
and we heal each other

your wisdom
and perspectives
astound me

each one of you
is so incredibly
brave

and in your eyes
I see my own
braveness, too

such a gift
your insights and
compassion

our hugs are tighter
with the common language
of loss

and the laughter is more real
because we know we must go on
alone, but not truly alone

I leave lighter each week
having laid down the weight of grief
at the foot of your empathy

I cannot imagine
how I would have endured this loss
without you

 

Jennifer Gurney lives in Colorado where she teaches, paints, writes and hikes. Her poetry is widely published, two of her poems have won international contests and one was turned into a choral piece. One of her poems was recently long listed for the Elizabeth Royal Patton Poetry Prize