I touch your ashes
in a wooden box
atop the piano

beside your collar
and tufts of your hair
in a small jar

and a pawprint
with your
extra toes

but it is
the touching of the box
that now holds you

that I am lost
and the tears
silently, effortlessly fall

it has only
been two and a half
weeks

how am I
to sustain a whole new life
without you