they say
all we have is now
but what if that is not enough

I need my memories
to sustain me
in the now

treasures of my past
to lift me through
difficult times

to remind me
I was loved
that I am loved, still

I need my dreams
to lead me onward
in the now

possibilities
to buoy me through
difficult times

to reveal
the divergent paths
that I can walk upon

in the now
I need to travel back
to remind me of myself

in the now
I need to travel forward
to dream of all I can become

and in the now
sometimes I need to just
swim in the waters of time

to float on memories
and possibilities
suspended in this moment