Time moves quicker than I would like. This year, for some reason, each time the calendar page flips, it takes me a few days to adjust to the new month. It’s as if I needed a few more days of December for more … December-ing … before I’m ready for January. Once I’m adjusted, though, I’m all in with the new month. I’ve not experienced this in years past. Not sure why this year is different. I wonder if others feel the same way. Haven’t heard this phenomenon described by anyone else. This desire for more time in the now before stepping into the tomorrow. Of course, the real reason is likely that it’s hard to move forward without you. It’s hard to wrap my brain around yet another month that you aren’t in.

the calendar flips–
the audacity of time
ticking without you